Sad Birthday
Yesterday was my birthday. I didn’t remember until my dad told me. (He says I’ll get my present when we get to Amsterdam in a couple weeks.) I turned 14, but for some reason it feels like no big deal. At home this day would have been the highlight of the year, but now it’s like … whatever.
Maybe it’s because I’m still so sad about Arway. She was my friend. I don’t even know what to say about it. It hurts too much to say anything.
Here’s a picture of her. Isn’t she beautiful?

December 6th, 2006 at 11:04 am
happy bday my sweet friend! if u were home there is no way u would forget … i wouldn’t let u!!!
December 6th, 2006 at 11:04 am
She is beautiful, Lydia. I don’t know what it is that has made you sad, but you are in my prayers.
December 6th, 2006 at 11:04 am
wut happnd lid? send me an email
December 7th, 2006 at 11:04 am
wut do u think ur dads gonna get u?